You shoulda said something

I truly believe my dreams are killing me .. And i mean that in the most figurative way possible . The other night i had a dream about a guy , that i have been foolishly crushing on for the longest and I know for a fact that he knows i am , because i thought he felt the same too .BUT no it took me a while to realize he's nothing but a flirt . he's the type to give you the impression that there is something between the two of you ,lure you in ,and BAM you've been consumed in his charm . Well Haja if you know all this Why are you still letting him get to you? Bro honest to God i have no idea the funny thing is this guy is the complete opposite of what i go for . Im in love with the linebacker and safety physique. Sigh* so back to this dream , we were sitting face to face in this place and he was telling me everything i wanted to hear a guy i remember smiling thinking "this guy is full of shit" but the more we talked i started to see another side of him. He asked me out on a date , and begged me to give him a chance to prove how much i mean to him Of course all these emotions made me speechless i guess i took forever because the next thing i hear him say was "Say something .. Im giving up on you ... Say something I'm giving up on you." Thanks to Christina Aguilera  and A Great Big World i woke up with the biggest chip on my shoulder ...WHY COULDN'T THIS BE REAL! Now i cant help but wonder is my mind getting the best of me or is there a reason i cant let go ?

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                                           -astoldbyhaja