Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Call me crazy

Call me crazy but there is something about ridding on a greyhound bus that makes you really think about your life ... Do i really want to be sitting on a greyhound bus for the rest of my life hoping i get a good enough seat? Not to complain but it sucks when you have to share a seat with a perfectly good stranger ... Bringing it back to reality this lady i am sitting next to told me that i ruined her comfort because she was already situated and ready to enjoy her journey ... I don't feel any type of way because i KNOW exactly how she feels . But my main point is maybe its because im too high matinance but Greyhound is not about to call me "a loyal customer " anytime soon ... This experience has really pushed me to further my education and accomplish EXACTLY what it is i want to do . Medical school seems so far but it really isnt a couple years here .. Dash of experiences there and Voila my life in a nice warm spacious car-mobile . Anyways just thought i'd share what's on my mind before i hibernated . Oh did i mention im going to be on this bus for DAMN NEAR two days yes . HajaIsata of 2014 is going through the real struggle lol .. Anyways Eyemask on fleek Goodnight 

As i remain -
ATBH    

Friday, May 23, 2014

My Optimistic Summer

The other night i was on my phone watching youtube videos and as you know before any video comes those annoying commercial that you can cancel after 5 secs . As i waited for the 3,2,1 I couldnt help by actually listen to what the lady was saying " lets turn our maybe and somedays into today and yeses." Literally all my life i have been the play it safe do nothing stupid because i know better type of girl ... And what has that got me ? Nothing but Crappy boyfriends and stories that intrest no one ... This summer i want EVERYTHING TO HAPPEN !! I want romance and adventure ... Ninjas dropping from the ceiling type of adventure . I refuse to play it safe anymore it has led ne nowhere but regrets... I Doing it all , except the obvious ( noone worth my future) I have 4 months to make all my other summers so jealous . Im ready . Sigh Lets do this 
                          - Eagarly, 
                          As told by Haja

Thursday, May 22, 2014

New leaf

I think its about time i started doing something with all the knowledge i have like achieving something ... Its starts tomorrow only because today is almost done lol plus i gotta catch up on GOT( Game of Thrones ) 



-As Told By Haja

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

You shoulda said something

I truly believe my dreams are killing me .. And i mean that in the most figurative way possible . The other night i had a dream about a guy , that i have been foolishly crushing on for the longest and I know for a fact that he knows i am , because i thought he felt the same too .BUT no it took me a while to realize he's nothing but a flirt . he's the type to give you the impression that there is something between the two of you ,lure you in ,and BAM you've been consumed in his charm . Well Haja if you know all this Why are you still letting him get to you? Bro honest to God i have no idea the funny thing is this guy is the complete opposite of what i go for . Im in love with the linebacker and safety physique. Sigh* so back to this dream , we were sitting face to face in this place and he was telling me everything i wanted to hear a guy i remember smiling thinking "this guy is full of shit" but the more we talked i started to see another side of him. He asked me out on a date , and begged me to give him a chance to prove how much i mean to him Of course all these emotions made me speechless i guess i took forever because the next thing i hear him say was "Say something .. Im giving up on you ... Say something I'm giving up on you." Thanks to Christina Aguilera  and A Great Big World i woke up with the biggest chip on my shoulder ...WHY COULDN'T THIS BE REAL! Now i cant help but wonder is my mind getting the best of me or is there a reason i cant let go ?


New day 1                       


                                           -astoldbyhaja